I did it, finally.

After much deliberation, pushing, shoving, and freaking out - I did it.

I applied for Local Committee President for AIESEC at Georgia Tech.

And now all I do is wait. Wish me luck, fellow nomaders. I am going to need it.

ps.

i need someone to snuggle with.

eew.

looking at the bruise on my arm from when they stole four tubes of blood is a painful reminder of the hope that i have for someone being able to figure out what is wrong with me.

tomorrow we will see.

oh my god.

i don't think i can do this.

they say it's your birthday...

i'm 20 now.
god, that's strange.

i fail at life.

i have had the hiccups six times today.
and my chest is really starting to hurt.

man, hiccups are a bitch.

where are we going? where have we gone?

i love this organization. there is no doubt of my dedication to what we all strive to achieve with it. but it is times like this where i no longer understand why we do what we do. this is not the organization i joined. something has changed, and i wonder if i can fit into that change.

i can't even begin to understand why the hell i am so frustrated right now.